Continuous as the stars that shine
And twinkle on the milky way,
They stretched in never-ending line
Along the margin of a bay:
Ten thousand saw I at a glance,
Tossing their heads in sprightly dance. ~~William Wordsworth
The Sun enters the feminine, cardinal, water sign of poignant, impassioned Cancer where the soul learns about emotions and connections. Ruled by the Moon, Cancer is the sign of the mother and the child and according to esoteric knowledge, this branch of humanity has emerged from a Cancer ascendant! If Cancer is the origin of the energetic grid, then Cap is the culmination. Every cycle must begin and end somewhere.
Now that the Summer Solstice has come in the Northern hemisphere, we can now begin to discern how our life has taken shape and developed over the last six months! This is a reflective period rife with potentiality to do spirit work. Half of 2018 is over…let that sink in and exactly half the chapter remains to be written. Your script is half written or half not written? You decide. This is your script and your film. This is your life.
This Solstice there is a confrontation between the feminine energies and the masculine! Venus is in Leo and her masculine part, Mars RX is in Aquarius and this is time for fireworks! And what’s interesting is that last year in 2017, on Oct 5th, Mars and Venus started their new cycle which is now midway.
Think of what was started that time and remember that Leo/Aquarius are really all about relationships and passionate, impulsive, sexual Mars will be closest to earth. Yes that is what happens when planets retrograde. They come closer to kiss our auras. We begin to feel them closer to our aura and our whole being gets bombarded by these crystalline energies. This also affects our DNA and the whole spiritual evolution thing, so allow everything to happen. The tears, the smiles, the wild sex…explore whatever works for you now. Get a sex coach if you must. But balance your sexual energies; sex and romance may be at loggerheads. Venus in Leo was just conjunct the NN and this is about creating art with life and existence and also with erotica. Seriously!
Leo rules romance and Aquarius rules philanthropy. Just different expressions of the same vibration if you ask me. With Leo, there is dramatics and power play, with Aquarius, there is cold scrutiny and detached behavior, so this opposition can be fierce, yet, cold. It can be immensely disruptive, yet, it can also heal relationship wounds. Have you never heard that the poison is the antidote!
That is how perverse reality really is! Here you have an atom, almost empty, holds form by repulsion and seems to be entangled in quantum field! How freaky is this? Is this some holographic projection? Most likely it is. Unreal and real are just perspectives. We have to go deeper and deeper if we want to penetrate the mysteries of the spirit.
Love and relationships are the topics of discussion, for so many. Mars retro brings in exes, so there is a sense of nostalgia and familiarity with this shift. Mars in Aqua RX will have us question much in a detached way, but Venus in Leo is anything but detached. This is the drama queen position, known to be a wind up merchant and does viciously push buttons. I warned you.
What do you think might happen? Your relationships will come under much scrutiny. I know mine has. Both Mars and Venus retro through 2018 will be so very symbolic for the male/female polarities. For some, this energy will be a breakthrough in the relationship department. If you make it now, chances are high, you will stay together for long.
How far are you ready to merge with your Mars or Venus? How badly do you want them? Will you love them the way they are? Remember to not play into the victim/saviors dynamics. It is time to question everything you have known. The hologram is asking you to recreate love with this aspect playing out in the skies. There is volatile passion and depraved perversions that can surface with this and they too must be integrated.
The veil is thinnest during this time and all sorts of feelings, dejavus, dreamscapes, laughter, all merged as a cacophony of immense proportions is hitting the collective consciousness. There is death and there is birth to scoff right at the face of mortality. Nothing is permanent and that is for sure. Yet, cardinal Cancer wants a level of permanence, at least when it comes to their emotive and connective bodies.
When Pluto was in very late Sagittarius and very early Capricorn, it was squared by the Sun at the Spring and Autumn Equinoctal points, and opposed the Sun at the June Solstice point between 2006-2010. It was close to exact from Dec 2006 through Dec 2009, and June 2010 through Sept 2010. The squares and oppositions of those turning points released a lot of energy, and either blocked or propelled events. Certainly those were seasons of great friction where many seeds were released into our gardens of Life. ~~aquariuspapers.com
Now let me break this down for you. Pluto, the planet of death and regeneration, basically everything occult is in Capricorn for exactly ten solstices and look at the freaky synchronicity! Capricorn is the 10th sign of the zodiac! Are you kidding me? Nopes.
Ten, the number held to be the most sacred by the Pythagoreans, by itself has so much importance here as it symbolizes endings and beginnings! What do you think solstices symbolize? Endings and beginnings too my love. So this is like a double whammy of endings and beginnings. Know what you want ended and what started, because the next 90 days are the time-warp to reprogram this cryptographic hologram.
Think of the Wheel of Fortune card in the tarot. Karmic events have set into motion a new karmic cycle and whatever you deserve will be yours!
Ten is also the first number to need a second! Again the stress on binaries, male/female, Mars/Venus, Vagina/Phallus! In Sanatan dharma, we believe that Narayana will incarnate ten times this manvanatara and he has already come down nine times. In the kali yuga, we wait for the kalki vatar to come and show humanity light and love! This is the same Maitreya Buddha! ❤ This is the awakening of the divine masculine.
Now back to the discussion of how the June equinoxes and solstices of 2006 to 2010 were activated by a Sun and Pluto square! These squares released so much in my energy field that it could be cathartic for my own self to break it down. I remember 2006 was the last time I went to Goa with my partner and it also became a very important year for my cinematic and theatrical education.
I remember under these squares, I faced a lot of disappointments at the time trying to produce and act in a play that I had written. We had done so many rehearsals and then everything faded away because of ego issues. But through the problems I learnt so much and really began to write. Long, long hours. Pages and pages.
2008, I think was the biggest year of my life as since them I have been caring for and looking after numerous animals. And this happened because of my natal planets being charged by these squares. I used this poignant, complex energy to make art. Don’t for one moment think it was easy. It was anything but easy.
I was not even sure of whether I wanted to be with my partner, but we hung on somehow and today we have completed 17 years! And I have to add that 2008 to 2010 were very challenging times for me as it look a lot to adjust to learnt to caregive innocent kittens and pups. My cat even ate some floor cleaning detergent during one of these squares and that was such a difficult time with him. He was just a kitten and he had to be given drips and IV. I was so in love with him that all I did for a few months was look after him and cuddle him in my lap whenever he allowed me. He recovered, only to be taken from me forever in 2011, but that is the Uranus story for another time. But think back…2006 to 2010. Where were you? There is an ending with this somewhere.
Uranus began to square Pluto from June 2010 and remained till March 2016! Under this influence, my whole life fell apart. I actually managed to come back to some sort of cognitive functioning after 30th May 2015. All the way from May 2014 to 2015, I was in an abject state. At my mother’s trying to find a way to return to a city where I had no home. My home was stolen and all our saving too were dissolved. I had become pregnant in 2013 and I gave birth at the year end.
All the tragedy struck while I was giving birth and just after. One day I lost everything and it has taken everything I have to get out of this mess. Still not out, but each day, I am closer to my goals. I have to agree though, that as Pluto devastated me with Uranian thunderbolts, they gave me a fresh start. I finally birthed the paradigm I wanted to. I realized that this was the path I had to follow. I had to work in media and International relations till 2016 and as this Uranus/Pluto convo ended, I launched my blog and my brand. Yes there are problems that I face with this decision, but it is the best decision of my life. When transpersonal planets do such dances, they change our lives forever.
I am sure you have felt these shifts during the timeframes I mentioned. What have you lost? But more importantly, what have you gained? Do not pit them against each other. There is much wisdom to leave winning and losing in the same ring. That way they do not color your objectivity. That was you can look past the illusion, you see.
Uranus now makes a biseptile to Pluto in this Solstice chart, and will remain in that “destiny producing” aspect through the September Equinox. Expect radical events in the coming two seasons! This is a major fork in the road for the entire world, and things may become extraordinarily irrational at times. ~~aquariuspapers.com
The Septile aspects are the first of the ‘infinite’ aspects as when 360 is divided by 7, you don’t get a round number but one that continues forever (51.42857143..) Therefore septiles are ‘wisdom seeking’ aspects. Because the septile energy is very finely tuned it is difficult to work with it in prediction as it tends not to produce obvious outward events. ~~aliceportman.com
Uranus and Pluto are now in this wisdom seeking aspect and this can be drastic changes that bring death and endings, but these tragedies in turn will bring forth higher wisdom. Nothing is easy when these two planets are concerned. But ultimately you’ll be glad that all this shit happened because they made you see things with way more clarity than you’ve ever felt. But think of the irrationality that is going on in the world. Separated children in detention camps, bombing, the horrors of war, migration issues. I mean how worse can things get before we realize the futility of our actions? In some way this irrational behavior is driven from fear vibration. We are afraid to lose what we stole. But karma is not in stasis. It is ever churning, ever moving. No one can avoid it. Not even the avatars!
I could not die with you,
For one must wait
To shut the other’s gaze down,
You could not.
And I, could I stand by
And see you freeze,
Without my right of frost,
Nor could I rise with you,
Because your face
Would put out Jesus’.
That new grace
Glow plain and foreign
On my homesick eye,
Except that you, than he
Shone closer by. ~ Emily Dickinson
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